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 Alrights, i HAVE TO, I HAVE TO REVIVE THIS BLOG. 
This time, FOR REAL. 

damn. its been 2479008263 years since i have blogged. 
life is seriously buggin' the shyt out of me.
time, plenty.
life, busy.
PROJECTS SHOULD BE BANNED!

i mean seriously, now when i sit down and kinda TRY to rest for awhile,
the word "project" will sneakily invade my freakin' mind,
leaving me feeling like someone just dumped a whole pile of shyt on me. 
thinking about projects really make my world stop, drop and roll. 

November is a whole month of newbies,
new projs, new class, new modules. 
changes that we have to adapt to, 
changes that leave us with hardly anytime for ourselves.

i need a time off man, 
things around are starting to ring my neck. 

On a lighter note, 
CHRISTMAS IS COMING. 
& i am getting into the festive mood! =)) 
which is good.
right?

I know i am supposed to be doing my projs, 
but i just can't seem to start.
DAMMMMNN! hahahahax! 

there is alot that is on my mind, 
but i just cannot figure out what they specifically are. RAHS.
damn, i need to concentrate.

wanted to revive my blog the other day, 
typed a WHOLE LOT.
BUT DAMMIT, just a press of the backspace button.
EVERYTHING WAS GONE.
got sooo pissed off that i just gave up. oh wth.

anyhows, for the past few days, 
i had been skipping lectures. 
I KNOW I SHOULD'NT.
but i am just tired to the BRINK.
there was no TTO lecture today, 
but BESE Lecture was still on.
decided to give it a miss and just go to  school for APEL.

Hmmm.. Loads of stuffs coming up.
Proj deadlines are a DREAD. 
opening up my organiser just sucks,
cuz all i see are DEADLINES! 

But nvm! i am looking forward to next week! xD
Having final prep at base on tuesday with the lovelies! =)))
then gonna facilitate kids at Sentosa on Sat with them!
CAN'T WAIT! 

OH! Transformers with the GOONS next week most prolly!! xD

Damn, i need to go, if not i will be dead.
DROWNING IN PROJECTS.
somebody save me.

all it took was chocolate to brighten up my day in class! =))
THANKEW my dear angel for the chocolate! Really like it!
hahahax... hmmm.. currently going through Shishedo make up  class..
loads of information that is totally overwhelming pls!
not really listening, but can't really blame me, attended this class before.. =)
Jia's coming down to TP later to study with me! 
CAN'T WAIT TO MEET UP! xD
Meeting up with old friends just makes everything seem so much better. xD

Lalalalala.. well.. another 55 minutes till lesssons end..
gonna go back to reality again..
tata! =)))

gosh. everyone is like falling sick! GGRR
whats wrong arh. i think its the weather! AHHHH
hmmm..
YOYO GET WELL SOON! =)
HELMI! GET WELL SOON! =)
DERRICK TEO! GET WELL SOON! =)
and to those who are sick and i am not aware of, 
GET WELL SOON PLS!

here i am, sitting infront of my lappy at 11.23pm.
yes. i am supposed to be sleeping.
i tried. i did.
but NOOO, by body just refuses to sleep.
thus resulting in me sitting here,
trying to figure out why in the world am i still up.
ok. wait. am i making sense?
alrights. its the medication, the effect is kicking in.
ok, fine. you win. i will go try sleep again soon alright.

ah, dammit.
i NEED sleep. 
not later, but NOW. 
GRRR. 
have been sleeping early for the past few days. 
can barely survive past 11pm.
gosh. 

`gone

Man, the past two days had been HELL for me man.
woke up on thursday morn with a burning forehead and no one at home.
GGGRR. head felt like an earthquake had hit on a scale of 8.5.
making things worse, every single time i cough or sneeze,
it increases to a scale of 9.6.
yes. its THAT bad.

Went to see the docs on thursday evening when momsies got home. 
got prescribed 2 days MC.
din manage to really eat anything for the past 2 days.
hmmm.. mainly. just feeling terrible.

OH! meinao and jia came to suprise visit me just now! 
thanks babes!
the rest were supposed to come ytd to suprise me, 
but the plan din work cuz i went to collect service uniform.
had to get it altered. 
hmm.. 

OH! Happy 18th Birthday Aaron! Have a great birthday! =)

let's see where things go.

Hey all! =))

hmm.. today was the 1st day of Year 2. 
interesting i must say.
Had one full day of Service Skill Methodology today. 
We were all basically on our feet for the whole day.
It was fun! but stressful in the bsginning, 
cuz the teacher was very very fierce at first cuz we were all late.
kinda got a shock.
but oh well!
he is a nice guy in the end. =))
Hmm.. feet hurt like mad. 
as in really really painful pls! 
so decided to skip today's lecture for PS and attend wednesday's. 
Well.. basically, its a good day.
after lessons, went to libary area to change,
met up with WH to pass him cupcakes! 
then left for home! 
so here i am.
yes this is a very very boring entry, 
i'm tired ok. hahahahax! =))
hmmm.. gonna head over to the Aljunied factory tml with yoyo. 
cuz MY UNIFORM IS TOO BIG! i mean, HEELLLOOO its supposed to be TAILOR-MADE?!
RRAHH! after altering it, gonna meet Charmaine at Little India to settle some grooming stuffs.
then heading over to Tamp to meet Fiona to settle grooming stuffs too,
then gonna head back to school to attend SSM lecture! =))

OH! SSM is quite interesting!
we learnt about different kinds of crockery. 
Bar items too! hahahax! never knew about those stuffs until today! 
learnt how to cork and un-cork wine bottles and all,
learnt the proper way of pouring wine and all. =))
if it was'nt for all the standing,
and the oversized uniform,
i would have enjoyed myself better.

Well, got to see my classmates today,
kinda wierd not seeing 1H09 peeps in class alrdy. 
i miss everyone in 1H09 alot alot, 
cuz we were alot more noisy.
hmm.. i just hope that everyone will be crazier when we get to know each other! =))

well.. thats all, FOR NOW.
gonna go meet SSL later! =))
can't wait to catch up with her, 
thanks for always being there babe.
Loves. XD

life goes on.
and i know that.

hey all! really haven been blogging for like a long time.
Kinda lost touch on how to blog already. 
and you know what, i realised that there is absolutely NOTHING to do online pls!
i mean, the only things that keep me online are acutally MSN conversations i have with people.
gosh. 

hmmm.. life has been erm... a rollercoaster? a viking ship?
i dunno larhz.. just kinda sick of everything.
just wanna like hibernate or just go to schl. =/
school is like starting soon!
and i CANNOT WAIT! 
i am serious. really! 
i wanna go back cuz i start studying again and get my diploma over and done with. 
hahahax! wth right! but really larhz.

i just realised that life is always full of suprises.
one minute we can be so happy and all,
feeling that life is absolutely perfect and all.
the next, anything can happen to just screw it all up.
well. BAAHs. i think i lack sleep.
so i should just shut up. =/

when you told me about it,
i let go.
what you did was enough to turn me away,
as i said,
you were the 1st one who walked away.
now, when you turn back,
i am no longer there.
i'm walking away.
i hope.

haven been blogging for like a LONG time! 
but oh wells! at least i am back here and
OFICIALLY DECLARING THAT
EXAMS ARE O-V-E-R!
OMG i tell you
you have no idea how happy i am now that exams are over.

POM was alright,
Marketing was ok,
F&B hurhur,
Econs hurhurhurhur panicked before the paper and ended up crying LOL! 
thanks everyone for like calming me down even though you all might be nervous too! =))
After the paper,
IT WAS FREEDOM! 
but it took quite some time for me to like process the fact that exams are over. =))

After the last paper, towned.
thursday after meeting up with the class to settle some Food Hygiene stuffs, towned.

Yesterday, went to school for uniform measurement, 
after that, headed over to Bugis with Sam, Jes, Kokee, Gen and Jiehui to take our jab at Raffles medical Centre!
LOL! it was alot of fun and laughter! LOL! =))
Ate at the hospital, cuz we got stuck there due to the rain.
Ended up Jes and I shared a jacket and we sang all the way to the MRT station under the rain,
Jiehui and Gen shared a puny umbrella! hahahax!
and the guys, the ran under the rain, with little shelter like a face towel or a shirt. LOL! 

Headed over to the station and realised that the Green-line's train was delayed, 
and i was like thinking that maybe the train got derailed due to the rain? =/
LOL! =)) Possible what! 

So we all headed over to Parco instead,
Kokee got his bubbletea, and he left, cuz he had to rush off for his taekwando training!
All the best for your competition today Kokee! =))
Then the rest of us loitered around bugis and we wanted to catch a movie, 
BUT the timings were sucky.
so ended up, Gen and Jiehui decided to shop aound at bugis before going home.
so Sam, jes and i rushed over to cityhall to catch the movies at Suntec,
but we went over the Marina Square instead.
Bomber-ed at Billy's =))
MILKSHAKES! WOOHHHOOOS! Addictive pls! 

Ok, details after Bombers shall not be talked about, 
cuz its a long story =))

LOL! Alrights! tata!

just got back home not long ago,
grandmama has been sick for the past few days.
ever since chinese new year.
was supposedly going to final prep tml morning.
but got to like stay at home to look after gramps as no one is gonna be home tml morning.
im sorry, and yes i know i am saying it again. 
im sorry that it was so last minute.
trust is all i need from you.
cuz you can dammit ask my friend Qizhu if my grandmama is sick as she was here in the afternoon.

once again. 
unfruitful studying session.
ended up watching greys anatomy again.
i swear this show is good man.

forget it.
im emotionless now.
dunno what to feel.
ok maybe not dunno how to feel.
but i guess,
i dunno how to express how i feel.
all i really need now 
is a good cry
and a really nice shoulder to cry on.
hmm.
and maybe for more stars in the skies of singapore.
thanks.